goingg through pain all my life somedays i wake up i don't even wanna breathe wanting to change all my life Cause I am not the person i want to be i try try try i can never succeed yeah somedays i awake i don't even wanna breathe suicide always on my mind I just need some type of relief opening up to people that is just not for me why treat me that way if we're all equal this world is full of nothing but all evil yeah trying to find my soul im so lost on this road theses path ways that I paved still don't know which way to go yeah facing fears speed racing towards by dream full of steam if I went off I probably leave everything within a year obselte days when there was nothing to eat all them nights had to sleep in them streests making trouble running from the police abused so much the heartache is Real I still try and stay tough because the hard days is real coming out the dirt out rust only certain ones know how I feel. thinking of the possibility of me making it outta here so much hostility coming from people if they were driving my vehicle they wouldn't know which way to steer telling me I won't never amount to anything bitch get out of here climbing mountains tryna get to another another atmosphere flow so sick you better find a mask to wear in this for a while I've been trapped in here