is there even a afterlife man I just feel blind I don't know what to or deside I feel left behind I wanna go to mountains buht when I'm there it feels like someone just ruin my mood my life my peace and pride I don't know must I live or die as I was writing this I cryd inside of my heart I know that no one loves me or I don't love them buht one thing is for sure when I'm big I won't forget where I came from my mother and father worked hard to keep us safe and they made sure that we won't go away and when I mean go away I mean die lord please be with my parents and don't ask my why and please tell my grandfather soon I will be in the sky and many people is wondering why am I so shy to talk its because no one gives a f... or atention to what I have to say that's why I walk away