Yeah I dont know what's wrong with my heart and why I only write songs in the dark or why I try in relationships and they can they just all fall apart I knew that I was wrong from the start cuz I knew I had faults in my stars and we say no condition for this shit you can see it writtin on all of my scars dammm it's really hard to stop where we are simply cause we gotten this far seems like yesterday we were drunk taking shots in the car right before we got in the bar talking about life and nights that we had with some lost loves and exactly what cost us like how i have a Tennessee did not trust and now everything is turning girls hearts in a salt dust but not you not us i could tell that you cared i could see it in your eyes now days I can see it when you cry everytime that I scream and I leave you deprived of affection and a connection this relationship needs to survive and I act like I dont need you but without your love I really think I would die i dont even know what's the way that my dad used to tell baby either way i pray for a change every day because I really dont want to put you threw hell cause I really hate that you cage like a bird I hate when you say its absurd i hate being hurt so i give you demands never gonna give you a chance you gonna have to break me in first lately it's worse call me crazy but it may be a curse take me to church my demons are eating away at our worth whenever I drink I pray that it works but even when I'm not drunk I can feel numb yeah I got a lot of love but I feel none I was shown how to love by my dad so it's sad cuz even if your the one imma still one i can still find flaws and perfection yeah even when it's not the intention even when it's not when i want and we got the connection they can not stop in a second and it's not that I'm not interested disconnected cuz my thoughts intercepted I'm so sorry for the harm is pathetic i hope one day that my call is accepted