It's looking like I need an sedative so im not stuck inside my head again or maybe i could use some friends scratch that no its more like trash that they always end up dippc en in the end so much for callin acquaintances friends looks like im stuck in another bend only worse cause im over here dealin with it all over again like another bad trend along with moms bitchen she be trippen that i never call or write i aint tryna argue or fight i swear i rote you a letter iwas far faded off the deep end last night that i for got to hit send right then is when the paper done left the pen and the pen then left my hand i mean after all im an imperfectly far from perfect man t everyday i makemistakes but i still bounce back but im no rubberband just ordinary man here before you i stand i mean shit after all the flaws i either make or over take your trash wile i make now my treasure yet i still be steadily breaken bread on the streets i make sure everybody eats i strive with every inch of my life to stay steadily humble and if you against what i stand for then best believe its time to rumble meet me up on back street bbanging it out no shirt fuck gloves who needs shoes i got bare feet if you acting tough enough to buck up best believe we gonna stand headn toe when we knuck up i wish a lesson well learned to who ever in need of being tought from the lesson recieved after gettin fucked up i aint perfect by all means but everyday i be steadily learnen trying to keep my chin up after all knowledge is power and power is what i be earnin young& healthy, so bqwealthy with the intelect always mobbin packin heat on me i carry that tech you tell just look at the way i walk Occasionly there are times i can barely stand Let alone breathe and when i talk sometimes i be mumblin man the people i keep around cant even understand clearly so i try to be fair so i been keepen them else where practically luxury got posted up in chairs so they dont have to stand and crowd around me every time.i speak and like always somtimes i be sitten in the pouring rain watching as it washes away the pain yet it still leaves behind the stain of yesterday there are times where im afraid that the thoughts inside my brain will grow stagnant and i cant have that im a man on a mission full of ambition with more than enough intuition and i be damned if you ever think youd catch me tappin out in submission mufuckka i swear sometimes i be death wishen but ya wont ever catch me admitten or even close to actully quiten or make an attempt to even begin considerin the impossible cause remember anything and everything is possible i can achieve anything because i believe im me that forevet there will always be options just like there will always be obstacles life throws and never knowing just what life might throw is half the battle like riden a horse without a saddle or a boat with no paddle it can be done but its no fun but somtimes gotta take the struggle and make your hustle no matter where ya get it