This is for my own intuition n my own guilt I'm addressing the inner villain within me That demon, that cross do though Wilt Some stresses I've had momentum to deal Is a state of mind I try to repair the torn zeal Where's the real me, what happened to keep being Fuck keeping it real I just want to see real me Drew a picture but all along I failed to dream My consciousness says I lost the tight grip Is like they placed a spell all these moves seem jinxed Tried to fuck row, pulled out she says we having a kid Looks right Left center my mind's all mixed I'm sailing west instead of rowing east A country boy running this city streets The yacht capsized the moment  i got flipped The mind is strong but the soul is so broken I invoke these boundaries but they frozen World is cold need some fire to lighten I need to rekindle the inner hero within That super star that handled all shifts I'm I too afraid to lose or begin it I'm just wiser now don't mind my riffs I'm in the middle of twos n threes Guess that I'm as confused as you is I'm crowing like chicken on grill or a bull in front of a elastration machine they cut lose as i try to ball big thrown me like garbage to the dust bin I'm a hostage on a GTA heisting I'm like CJ up in the sun undressing busking with my bloods we menacing My name Arturo I'm gone snitch I'm a sacrifice in front of a gun Not long ago i was just but a fan this shit just funny till all gets real But still on a mission to get the 49 mill