dear mama please forgive me I gave it my all but like a true caesar the higher I got the lower I fell under dead men's tell white ghost faces on government paper who cast there spell I put my faith inverted played in the trenches with the unholy perverted seeing my friends and enemies become ghost became the norm I felt lost the further I went into the storm the harder I played the game the more I indulged in vain tears of horror as I cried out your name but you were no where to be found the silence haunted me click bang swallow another round days on end I sat waiting with the ak on the self so many voices in my head a darkness buried deep with in my self heaven sent turned hell bent draco patiently waving for the next mf to vent