Yo I think it's time yeah its time to face the truth yeah I tell myself I'm happy and I'm not really sad I just write to hooks my life ain't that bad when I walk into that booth I'm not drawing from experiences I had (lies) . And my girl told me that I lying to myself she said I'm just denying the fact thst I need help I knw i knw I do but I'm just so yous to it my life's a horror and I've been glued to it or maybe I'm going crazy I keep hearing laughter behind me so I guess my life's a comedy I can't really remember why I chose this venture I knw my heart is tender and problems around me tryna get me to surrender but if i go down I knw there will be no avenger to avenge me yeah see if I die ill never get revenge on everybody thst ever doubted me all the people thst ever hurt me all my pains I've embodied all my tracks I've bodied in the end rap was just a hobby I wrote verses and told myself this is the real me but lately I feel like I'm the copy or the clone I struggle to find my purpose this is the question when I go home u see my regrets and questions overwhelm me when Im alone like small problems have grown into bigger things mood swings turns into lucid dreams yeah Yeah I keep telling lies can't face the truth I keep telling lies whenever I get into the booth yeah I keeping thinking I keep telling lies I can't face the truth Yeah I knw i don't just write hooks I write about things my mind tries to overlook I got so much thoughts my brains has6 become overbooked tryna make room for hope but the time it took me got mel1 shook misunderstood is what I tell myself ima artist I can write about feelings I never felt but the truth is I feel worthless too what's my purpose this question hurts as I've been tryna drown my emotion but it's all resurface my voice trembles I go back to feeling nervous all my confidence thrown into a furnace as everything I wrote goes up in flames it burns the chains releases the beast I had in a gage there goes the rage stuck on chapter 1 of story of rizaan I just can't turn the page as I fall down because of a steps I never took it's true I write from pain not just from hook.. Yeah keep lying to myself lying to myself Is time to face the truth I need help in not Pl my} as trying as I look