Someday something just crossed my mind, I m sad depressed and not upto the standard of mine, Being closed in a room, Sitting with the teary eyes, I found my life so wasted, And I have the load of the sky, I was fueled too up May be I will shoot up sometime, Being roasted and trolled and Getting rejected are now a part of my life, It's hard for anyone like me To live in the world, No one to love and no one to smile, Having all in my mind I stood up straight on a terrace, Being beaten so bad, My life have turned out to shit , As if my mind is ready to jump off a cliff, Amidst everything that I have been through, Being a stupid for such a long time, It's a curse that will chase me to grave, It's a gift that I have chosen life over ..death... I m dead now From inside out, May be I have rootten From my soul to skin I cut myself into pieces you know, I have been through many troubles That you won't know, I m sad, depressed and glad to know There's no one in the world