I think I might lock away and get faded for some time, it's the only way I can hide my pain and pretend to feel fine. Sometimes I believe that love is a lie, I wanna trust people but I keep cutting ties, I'm starting to feel that it's okay if I die, Does it make me weak because I don't know how to cry. Or does it make me that picture of masculinity that we are supposed to be. Is it really okay to hide all my pain till the day I explode and hurt someone close. I hope one day I can smile and feel it. People keep saying it gets better but do they mean it