my life is such a mess I thought i was the best i guess that was a lie that i told ma self now i see myself as trash and trash turn to ash burn myself real bad my life is really sad I don't keep many friend cause friendship just ends then its back at it again but before anything i got to make my amends get my soul outta hell Forgive and forget is what they told me but for me to do that its not so easy cause the pain that feel as being so damn real I don't really know if i can heal all the scars in my life are you like on tattoo skin but the thing these words goes deep within the skin break the heart fell apart got to start over again could someone please tell me what the is happening