Ionic
Ionic

I'M NUMB

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Feeling like I'm frozen in life Like everything is colder than ice I'm broke but alive Think about suicide Wanna die I just don't know how to escape this Cause I'm losing all motivation Every morning I wake up and I feel like I'm breaking It's like I'm drowning there's no flotation I don't want the medications Cause that's like an amputation Of who I really am I don't wanna feel better I wanna feel the hurt Cause feeling absolutely nothing just gon make this worse I don't want another nurse They can't make this work The only time I feel a thing is when I'm cutting And every other second swear to God that I feel nothing This emptiness like a vacuum and it just keep on sucking It's weightless yet it's crushing I just wanna FEEL SOMETHING I keep on searching for something I shoulda already found Might as well be dead and six feet under the ground They build me up then break me down It's like I don't give a shit about life All the things I used to love don't matter anymore It's all balanced on a knife It's like I'm living in they grey, it's not dark but can't find light It's not day and it's not night Angels and demon are in a fight And I'm just caught in between My thoughts are stuck on repeat I just want some relief, release, God please Getting hard to believe I'm only free in my dreams My life is not what it seems I'm praying up above to end this heartbeat I'm ready to leave Why should I even breath If my whole life is a battle that ends with defeat? #imnumb #wannadie #numb #deepfeelss

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4 years ago

DEEP

4 years ago

@Norstar thank you so much!

4 years ago

very insightful, you really opened up on this and you really connected with your lyrics and displayed vulnerability, this is art, thx for sharing it with us

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