Im at war with myself my life the world o errthing in it errday it doesnt matter if its the starting, beginning,middle,or end aye im constantly fighting,battleing,& conflict with theese demons,monsters,bad&evil presents in my mind ok even against in2 that afterlife what did i do to deserve ths negative yo energy,vibes,that blackcloud thats always hanging around yee floatin above me all the time even when im yo thinking in a positive way this goes for my actions also going through my head damn near most of the time I know i say i wouldn't let nothing put me down ok yo or keep me there but its getting 2 that point of becoming overwhelming 4 me So, can someone please help me get outta of tis routine aye yee im tired of that boring (samething)x2yeah i need a new one ok the old one is getting kinda uninteresting aye i have ADD so i have so much energy dat my mind cant focus only on 1 thing thats familiar all i want is a new mysterious unknown eye catching 2 me a attention grabber or go getta yee handle bear,or endure sometimes i want 2 backdown cryok no lie real talk i know i cant let this shit get the best of me nope its over powering just 2much a man can only take so much pain, injury, of the heart soon enough anybody eventually o will crack break or even give up i know a this feeling way 2well aint that swell its been going on 4way too long that i dont know how to climb out of this or get out. So can someone please help me get outta of tis routine aye yee im tired of that boring (samething)x2yeah i need a new one ok the old one is getting kinda uninteresting aye i have ADD so i have so much energy dat my mind cant focus only on 1 thing thats familiar all i want is a new mysterious unknown eye catching 2 me a attention grabber or go getta yee Of this hole it grew 2deep wit no light so it be dark thatit feels so endless or ok yo never-ending a bottomless pit I'm really wondering man I'm hoping i will be able 2see the light on the side oh my god yee when i finally find a way 2that surface above ground look notice okthere it goes thank god my prayers were answered im blessed yesand im thankful errday aye greatful 4his lessons teachings ok yep they be hard, difficult, challenging,and complex seems impossible but ive yo conquered them 1by1 so whats next i know im confident but im the best oh yes yee youll see its gonna be all eyes on me like tupac shakuar Mr.Makivelli & now so someone please help me get outta of tis routine aye yee im tired of that boring (samething)x2yeah i need a new one ok the old one is getting uninteresting aye i have ADD so i have so much energy my mind cant focus on 1thing thats familiar all i want is a new mysterious unknown eye catching aye yee