Coma

#Coma #MissQB #QueBea #ComaMissQB ...HIS apology i wrote MYSELF to ease the pain & create reasoning.... this song is wrote by me but in a perspective of someone I love but living day to day in a coma way. in a coma in a coma, coma I can hear you and I'm screaming but u can't hear me I dont even move baby just silence you away from me I was so focused on my dream that I got lost not even realizing what I was doing been in a zone pushing everyone away I thought I wanted to be alone but that's wrong I see now that I'm wrong that not the way I seen it when I closed my eyes it's almost like i left but I'm here my dreams are unclear selfish I want it for myself those kids be fine u be fine I'm screaming at you all the time for just wanting my time my dream got me blund the last 5years I haven't really been here hating you for just wanting to matter too I'm missing the hands of time as they soon again and again I've lost years ignored your tears I didn't listen to what u say I didn't care anyway because I was so focused on my dream I got lost not even realizing what I was doing what I was missing seeing my kids grow i dont think i know them no more im in a coma a rap coma rap rap rap put me in a coma at home no home I'm alone and I dont know how to fix it so these words please take them these words are apologirs please take these words as an I'm sorry I missed so much memories baby and time won't go back so I can be there so I'm not there it's not fair to our family or to you how do I get out of this I need out of this but I was focused on a dream for our family and I never