I'm drowning please I can barely breath why haven't you found me in the darkness underneath I'm drowning shuddering Breathing, barley my eyes clamped so everything dont seem so scary my skin breathes through, the holes that I leave here's you glimpse of how I cope with all this anger in me Deep breath dont let the cracks show The sun shines brightly for those who don't seem to know about the pitch black that will shake them to their core all because I don't wanna fucking be here anymore It comes in waves they try to swallow me whole they try to drag me to the bottom and devour my soul so I try to swim, I try to make it to the shore But the voices in my head keeps begging me for more I still swim I'm swimming to this day through years and years and years, I still dont wanna stay But I hold on, I hold on to this hope that maybe things will get better and I wont need any rope. I'm drowning