Sometimes I feel life's nothing but a calamity, things looking up then suddenly it turns to tragedy, could it just be that I'm my own worst enemy, why does bullshit always seem to follow me, life keeps chewing me up but cant swallow me, bad things they say often comes in threes, good never stays around long before it off and flees, guess I've got to be greatfull for my tough mentality, wish that I could have a win in life, blame myself for causing most of the strife, deep down its cutting me like a butchers knife, perhaps things would be better if I joined the afterlife, don't worry I could never commit suicide, no matter how bad I feel deep inside, got to keep hanging on through this bumpy ride, wouldn't it be easier if I just run and hide,