in last night's times time goes by when I talk to his God looking down on everybody I can. drive why how can I get fly but I can't cuz I'm too damn f****** f***** up to them put up in my rats out on the street and f*** this s*** I got some beats I just realized after all of these years and 45 after all of these tears from the top to the bottom to the top to the bottom to the bottom I ain't got him cuz my hair so scribble dibble dibble dibble dabble triple double dribble second time's going by so quick so I got another hit to the lick and I just want to spit and not on your face just give me some Grace Lord everyday I feel sad my tears are dropping down my face I miss my mom and dad I got a daughter with you damn baby don't really know but it is really driving me crazy. I'm almost my daughter's life now I've got to struggle and with his wife I think a night I feel like I've been cut it stabbed in the heart and just been mother goose time cuz I didn't care too much too much to even share the time with my kids so I left his phone here I'm on the lid to the trip to the top to the bottom to the what I'm not saying I can't hold together cuz it doesn't just jamming me up jamming jamming real meals with broccoli also let you people like to give me enough feeling like a like I'm losing my mind everyday I wake up crying and asking God why not lying to myself dying all the time I'll be thinking in the office making my mind go check that check. play the song she went bad and it wasn't very nothing to fund over it's not going to last because every time I see you I just want to take a blast continue running through my brain every night I wake up and I feel like every night what the fuk didn't write might might I might like that everything will find nobody give it to me and cares Michael kors has great until I get you high like I'm not going to have a better way for this enough deal to go with I say because this type of s*** happens every weekend this type of s*** happens every day everyday everyday everyday I lay on my back and I feel like I'm just can a crack in a snap in a whack and if I can take another smack on the f****** you know smack that I'm shmacked back but I'm really mad I'm just trying to f****** figure this s*** out because I ain't got much like I was me and I got my touch but no one gives a f*** anymore because it got a judgment on me and give me one of the back up 30 I want to know what h o w off me but I'm not I'm just me and you can't stand up and get the f*** out get the f*** away just get you no get away from get away to get it what what you going to do every dad I'm going to miss you I'm on lockdown I feel like I just been super glued to the floor super glue to my mouth every day I say something that people just want to get home I want to piss on me they want to see my smile but they say they want to see me happy. they will make me happy right now is if my ship would get paid blow it up blowing it out the window not all right but the week sometime some type of Mike as might get up on it and just words right but nobody gives a f*** because it's like 4:00 in the night goodnight goodbye the number to the drop it on my face while I cry dear God please believe in me I need to believe in myself so I can do what you created mean you'll be enough to spend that I am