Contemplation, gotta find a thought. It's been awhile since I thought a lot. Been even longer since I gave a shit. It's kinda hard when you're sick of it. Drown my sorrows in a bottle Grab a OE Finding solace in the smoke Burn a fat G When I'm stressing, catch a blessing That's a TD Here's a lesson, bullshit pressing It don't fuck with me Dynamite with that fire Bring the TNT. Combustion, chain reaction Conflagration, yeah, it's burning, G. The devil comes a'knockin Says, yo yo, what's it gonna be? You gonna take that high road Or just come and fuck with me. Hourglass, hours pass, shit's too fast They say that time is money, and I'm running outta cash. I'm in debt to my shadow cuz I'm running from my past. I think I'll finish first, but I'll surely finish last. What's the point of living, if the world around us dying I said what's the point of cookin, cuz society is frying. Got a main course of fuck it and I call that shit fine dining Serve me up a full plate and then I'll fucking diet. Contemplation, gotta find a thought. It's been awhile since I thought a lot. Been even longer since I gave a shit. It's kinda hard when you're sick of it. (x2) This mental prison. Yeah, I break down the bars. I go unleash the very animal That inflicted these scars. Hatred and negativity, Yeah, you know who you are. So, yo, here's a middle finger Fuck that shit that you living for. Illin and chillin Yo, roll with the feeling Posted up like Malone how I'm being. Blowing smoke rings at the ceiling how I'm dealing. Shots at the bar and they got me reeling. I can't feel shit cuz I'm hurting Then I'm healing. I can't feel shit cuz I'm bruised And I'm bleeding. I can't feel shit cuz I'm cold Like a freezer. I can't feel shit Cuz you can't feel it either.