I’m honestly reaching the point of giving up every single day just have to think everything will be okay but instead I worry about death like wats the point of living in a bad mindset you can’t even go out and feel safe everything feels too real to be true but I know it will be cool and I am the only one who would sit at the back off the class thinking about you you were my the one I loved but now we have had our fun idk what to do anymore I actually loved you but now I have nothing apart from a empty heart I can’t deal anymore so I just smoke darts hoping my time will come and I will pass life as a teenager isn’t easy but u just have to think positive and strive in life Everything has come to an end I can’t even get up of a morning and think about you anymore instead I just close my door and think I can have so much more but Instead I look at my phone and look through our memories together I can’t even put two and two together I trusted you with all my love and my heart but instead you wanna tear me apart I can’t do it anymore I need to open up a new door and throw out all the old memories we had because they stay in my mind and I can’t clear it I just wanna talk to you and tell you how I feel but u do t wanna hear me out I know I’ve fucked up and said I’m gonna change but it’s hard to change something that u miss