yo let me give you a lesson here is the thing about ADD it will struggle you once it will struggle you twice like that time that I tried to listen pretty much every time feeling impulsive every time feeling depressed every time then people making you anxious every time if don't like it this is my life making it 10 times harder for listening I may have stutter again again like that first podcast I made an anchor then it ended personal i like to say thank you for those people who like shit i make wishing i bop the motherfucker that i hate i can't control the crying i can't control the depression which spreads in body intil I end it maybe sad but taking pills everyday is very wack