oh no i'm done went and did it again i cut my ties guess i'm losing a friend i'm stuck your lies makes it harder to mend my heart self harm makes it easy to pen my minds gone bad yo whats the date my hearts so cold bet a few could relate now i'm messed in the brain, now i'm messed in the tub i'm messed so often, prolly up on the hub i'm prolly out of my luck, i'm prolly stupid enough cause every time that she hit me i feel adrenaline rush i feel my energy thrust, its like i like being hurt i feel the knife in my gut, i think i'm crying too much   match on the belt and the burberry scarf its a lot to ingest you should eat in the car 250 the dash and i'm going to mars lungs filled with ash and i'm speaking in tar now its 5 in the morning and where are you at off the pack i'm gettin loose at the flick of the match i hear voices in the phone i could swear this all tapped soon i slam down a fifth now she throwing it back we know its all new i should never have phone you yeah i barely call you i hate you, i'm suppose you but something bout the old you intrigue me, its easy to ghost you but old photos, remind me i need you   oh no i'm done went and did it again i cut my ties guess i'm losing a friend i'm stuck your lies makes it harder to mend my heart self harm makes it easy to pen my minds gone bad yo whats the date my hearts so cold bet a few could relate now i'm messed in the brain, now i'm messed in the tub i'm messed so often, prolly up on the hub i'm prolly out of my luck, i'm prolly stupid enough cause every time that she hit me i feel adrenaline rush i feel my energy thrust, its like i like being hurt i feel the knife in my gut, i think i'm crying too much