Seems like I always fall short now I’m just so unsure should I give love and receive it sometimes I feel I don’t deserve it or do I ( I i I) or do I ( I i I) or do I (I) feel like everything is so unreal take this time just heal rethink then build like playing wheel of fortune without the fortune straight torture it’s murder in these lines thought about committing suicide I’m still here so here I rise from burning ashes like a Phoenix took control of my future ain’t no time to be sitting on them bleachers (just watching)