Fuck it, I'm here to corrupt all the dumb shit, And disrupt what you thought was enough, But it's not I'll always be abrupt to interrupt, A punk, Who talking out his butt, Shit coming off his lips with a lisp, Never talking the truth just always dishonest, But when I catch on to your ignorance that you spit, I notice you're wheels start to spin, As you lose traction on the subject of discussion, So I choose to use action, When its comes to passing on the wisdom, I recognize you cant learn a lesson, With out actually listening to a message, But you cant speak polluted words, And not expected opinions to be emitted, Creating imstability, To my enviroment, It's got the best of me and friends and family, And If it's a test I wont forgive you for a thing, Understand me, It took alot of me to admit, That my life ain't shit, But my pride had my mind twisted, Double Helix, fibonacci sequence, My existence, got me thinking, I'm the reincarnated leonardo Davinci, The the ratio is golden, It is what it is, And that ball has never stopping rolling, Just fucking growing, It's a trip, How all of this is so much more then we know, And were a part of it, I dont believe in coincidents, Everything happens for a reason, It's always something, Maybe it's a feeling, I dont know, But it's becoming, To unfold, It's all always something, Even if its nothing, It's just how things go, Everywhere I go, Bringing smiles to people, When I can barely hold my own, Only time I feel helpful, It's all I know, But I'm about to let that go, Cuz no one is grateful, For the unconditional, Have no expectations, Cuz I am an original, I make mistakes with, The sentimental, And I own up to all of it, Cuz that Detrimental, Path I was followin, Led me to the depths of all the shit, That was self inflicted on myself, That was hard to admit, That I was powerless to a substance, It started off cautious, Taking bunts not hits, Got a bunch in Hope's to profit, But my addiction and i smoked all of it, 12 days and half a zip, I developed a chemical imbalance, And felt the struggle with tryna exist, Know it's not easy to keep my head held high, When I feel unsure about my life, I branch out like a tree, toward the light feeding me, Now it's like I just watched Toy Story, And I'm qouting woody after you pull his strings, Ride like the wind bullseye, Rhyme like I'm on a whole new vibe, And I'm still tryna fully heal, From the damage too my life, Tired of feeling sorry for how I feel, So instead of walking away I'll stay and actually try, To step up and stop the negativity From flooding my mind, It's TRUE that I, Have thoughts of suicide, But I dont want to truly die, Just to get rid of this pain that i, Have been having all day and through the night, Just let me do what I want too with my life, For real I might, Just head out get behind the wheel and drive, Pressing down on the gas til it's on the floor, Then I just zoom right past all my neighbors, And make them wonder who was that cuz all they seen was a blur, No they all got ruffled feathers, Thinking talking shit will get you anywhere, When it's all you really seem to be prepared, to achieve, You gotta appear when you feeling like you dont care, to show you're actually, Determined to getting better, It could be any weather, I'm certain this adventure, Would never not be rememebered, I dont give a fuck cuz I seem to care to much, It's unfair but no one said that it would be, life ain't a carnival you cant just expect a prize after losing, No consolations, This is a consultation, Turned proclamation, Turn the heat up across the nation, Different opinions turn to altercation, Creating conversations, That'll leave you in shock, The words that I drop, Have potential, I heard myself bust off the top, And found out what I was meant for, So for now I'll never stop gotta earn my credentials..