Livin like this is all I want Gotta change go on the hunt Ready for a new chapter Done living like a captor Get down on my knees Ask the Lord why Is This loser In me Gotta change A.S.A.A.P Better life in front of me guaranteed Listen this is the reality We needed a referee To oversee Our daily Atrocities We both owe apologies No I never abused her Fuck her I defer I'd truly be inspired If she ever talked Without lies Being heard That's why I had to walk One of us would be outlined in chalk Used to be the one People could look up too Then I thru it all away just to use Need to quit can't lose nothing here to choose Fuck another excuse Whats that ya say, Fuck your views I hate myself from all the abuse But now I gotta call truce cuz im Living like this is all I want Life came at me like a manhunt Running from it twice I finally got away from my pysco wife time to come back to life Get back to my offspring this drug got me tho but thats nothing But a thang im gonna maintain Sobriety it's just that plain I can't even explain All the pain I been thru it was insane But I will refrain From placing all blame On what should of been a cum stain Her dad maintains he should of strained his main vein And regrets he ever came Altleast thats what he claim BTW shes all to blame It's her claim to fame And a damn shame What a fuckin lame JM