I know I'm not the best nevertheless// I'm just tryna be the best you ever have// so many lost souls I can take em back, where they belong to be and never crack// So many souls they won't give me a chance, coz I'm no Nasty, Reece not even Cassper// I just wanna bleed on this Mic, put my heart on my sleeve, hope you understand all I say is painful All I need is love no affection// I don't wanna punclines, I just wanna write lines that can heal n revive lives/ Claim ur crown black child, it ain't easy Don't Cry// With your wings Just Fly// we all live then die// so believe you can Shine// you see! how my knees hurt// I've been praying since then/ When I used to share bed with my mama Im just, tryna paint my future vivid// they gon love you now, when you gone you ain't shit, you know that's how life goes// fake friends praise you only when you got the bread, they don't fuck with broke boys you know that's a shaime// I won't Bragg about how my back hurts, I've been carrying Budden since my first step// now I, wanna stack cash nd never fuck bad ass// Slay queens walking in and out my life// I had to lay low n start thinking bout my life// I'll never carry on doing this, I'll never have a good life doin this// I've been fuckin hoes all my life Niggas wanna come to this life Bitchez never stopped fuckin up all my mind I'll never carry on doin this I'll never stay true doin this I don't wanna go thereeeee I don't wanna go there anymore All I ever wanted was to live n never come back niggas acting funny coz the kid got the juice yeah I've been fighting demons all my life it's never easy Shit ain't never easy, Shit ain't never cheesy I just wanna eat and never switch up on my family I just hope you on my side and you praying for me