I keep thinking i aint meant to be rapping Why do i wish for things that are never meant to happen I wish it can get better but im stuck with depression I wanted go pump it up but my lifes jus depressing I wanted to laugh post that its jus blessing Smilling thru the struggle Pause that im jus stressing Testing my power lord knows im a victim Any minutes the hour hold thoughts evict them Should i blame the gods that pick them Forget what they taught symptom Stuck in between cant seem to make decisions Dont wanna cause a scene hold on to my Ambitions Same goes for the people who are not ambitious Shout out to my people who are still visious Shout out to the ones stuck in the dark side Quarantine got em lonely thinkin of suicide You aint alone hop in we on the same ride Ill show ya the way so we can man i dont wanna lie Its dark times Stay safe mentally and physically