Ease the pain Shit I really been through a lot I’m trying to ease the pain that why everyday I keep smoking man I been thinking to much so I’m trying to ease the pain but I can’t man cause it’s stuck on my brain this game than put me through some things so im trying maintain I’m trying to ease the pain from this lil dirty game I seen this shit since I was younger so I’m trying to ease the pain from all this shit that I been seeing in these streets man Yeah I’m trying to ease the pain from what i saw in these streets mane I had to take a step back and realize now days it’s a dirty game These people out here mine gone all they is murder mane They be quick to pulling l they gun out and show you what they about Remember seeing a video said let me see what this about One dude was barely breathing the other brain was blown out I ain’t going lie shit felt crazy made me want to just log out but this shit happened everyday where I’m from everyone got a gun we got to worry about who going go next even when we having fun It can be broad daylight these niggas still will get you done Before 16 I watch 2 people bleed out in the street Gain wisdom start thinking like why tf do our people beef Remember a long time ago it was mainly just west to east Then some time pass we was beefing with niggas down the street Now days these niggas beefing and hang on the same damn block This street shit really ain’t even worth it no more that’s why I stop I be always smoking so I’m parboil so I trying get me twin glocks Just Incase they try me and I got to bang bang like my name pops Shit I’m a one man army stand on my own I don’t got no opps And before I ever hate on anyone I’m going to give them props All my street dude get money up and get the out this dirty game Cause you even end up dead or locked up in them dirty chains I swear Lately I’ve been trying my best to ease all the pain But how the hell im going do that with all this shit stuck on my brain Shit now everyone trying to ease the pain trying their best to heal They out here drinking alcohol lean and even popping pills But this shit getting worse cause they turning to that dope now I saw a little I knew nard I even realize who the hell he was His right hand standing beside him like yeah he on that shit cuz And he was a young dude so that shit kinda hurt my heart Seen chick I grew with she on them pills now she look bad After all the stuff I been through I don’t think I can feel sad I done lost so many people now I know why I ain’t even mad Even though I know why I still try my best to ease the pain I’m trying stay away from the drug so you’ll only see me smoking mane From these drugs to this fucced up system this shit not a game I don’t think I’m a man with a gun in my hand I’m a man without But in this system that’s what we need to have a chance to make it out If I ever rude the world this shit will really be a whole lot different Everyone equals so we ain’t worried about how each other living I got some people who gone that I wish were still right here All this shit made my heart cold I don’t know if I can shed a tear When David died and my sis i was young so cried like a baby When my bro Cooda and my cousin mark die Felt like I Was going crazy I’m from Baltimore where they strapped like they in the navy Lately I been just thinking about how the whole game has changed These dudes turning on their own man this shit just.not the same That’s why I just been chilling trying to stay away from this little dirty game