1. My anxiety never ending always seems to be rapidly eating me always from.the inside out please just keep.screaming at my face leavin me with a bad taste because how never does it ever help with you constantly doubting me, yes I'm more than nervous I'm fucken weak To my knees I gave you my love all of me whole fucken heartedly now I'm scared is this how love is suppose to feel what's even real And now I'm all Il prepared left in the dumps here battered & broken akward silences always hurt more than the off nights of random violence Where were you all those nights you done left me at your parents feeling like a remnants of a lost love you were my drug now im over here feigning for just a hug but now after i can say i had enough im better now with you i can show you just look how far i came took a stepforward in the right direction its now a different game watch me as i bounce back i can see your mad thats no way to act success is all that i wish to attract i now choose to retract from my past wile im still intact i hope my actions truely impact your life now watch me arive alive as i thrive i strive to push forward success is now my drive no longer do lay victim i only thrive your loss is my gain thats this is my game now be a good dog and stay in your lane