i rember the first time i layered eyes on ya wish i could take it all back stold 18yrs of my life i can't get back i thank God for my children your blinded eyes took everything i was building I'm in to deep behind my back she's on creep i got mad distance between me and my family not knowing she can't stand me i go to work come home with nothing to eat she's out on the street text messages read I'm just smoking a sweet I'll bring you home some fast food attitude real rude she's seeing another dude rdy for a shower watch TV for an hour she comes home when it's time to crash wake up early back behind the dash traveling the land my mind kind of foggy not knowing who she's calling excuses every corner i turn my cousin needs a ride i got a blunt to burn I'm feeling distance it felt like it happen in instance no trust between us I'm getting lonely losing my only homie shits getting dark she's starting fights asking me to smash suggestions go visit your family I'm getting twisted throwing um back i meet some little chick wanted the dick i can't stand it i can't bag it now I'm sitting in my truck like gaa damn it i hit the road hella throwed I'm seeing double lines on the road and it's cold feeling stunned she's in bed when i get home we start to bone i feel ill when the beans start to spill she's crying telling me she a whore trying to hit the door make my escape i feel like she's been raped but that's not the case she told me straight to my face months pass by and I'm still wondering why