I used to understand how this thing called life is suppose to go Woke up with alot on my mind tryna keep control. People seem to misunderstand me talkin as if they kno me while my back against the wall. Growin up in a broken home..All my peers told me I got potential. Mom N dad fightin thats all you ever saw Used to think cut yo arm to the bone make it raw. I couldnt wait to get out of my head, always was told there is better thjngs ahead. Dont wanna hear that i want it all better now, wanna see my pops without a frown. Wish you was here ma its ok tho in my heart u deserve a crown. We didnt have much but the last name got me in the game. Used to run around acting up now the cops kno who to blame, didnt care who tests me i carried around the flame. Nothin to be proud of but mama im a man now, Took alot outta me to let your memory go into darkness to not be found Now pop ik i havent been the best son, used to come over only when on the run U told me that this life is once shouldnt focus on somethin so dumb. Never listened time after time again you stayed by my side an said it will be alright. You fight til you cant fight no more. All i want to do in life is show my son you can fly thru your wildest dream, no matter what happens to me daddy will always be here. U see it took a long way for me to get where I'm at. All these fake rappers been spotted You should start to head home. Stay wit this 40 on my hip havent u heard this is where i rome. Wanna be's say u got it like that all it takes is me alone. death threats please ill be at ur front door/ see the look in my eye u be shook to the core. as a yungin i was all about drug dealin/ im from the WS aint no squelin. Dare to talk down to me u done I'll have u n yo whole crew lookin stupid as u run. I rep wit my family dont believe me come an test the tone. all these suckas walkin in my hood like u known/ ill make sure to lite u up head to toe only showin bone. u see i never thought id see the age of twenty/ all it took was a draco wit a itchy finger now they screamin help me nah i aint talkin bout no semi this one got a hunnid round drum it takes out many knock you on yo back just like the remy havent i told u before bring em on and i mean any.