Lately, I've been feelin' lost Nowhere I can turn, all the lines are crossed Everything's collapsin', I'm a pile of dust I don't know what to do, there's no one I can trust Not even friends, not even family I don't have anybody but the creatures in my fantasies And everything I do is making my life worse I wanna cut my arms, 'cause happiness should hurt But if I do that will it release the pain? 'Cause I can't stand the voices, that whisper in my brain Or maybe I should throw myself in front of a train So these tears won't fall like the rain [Chorus] Because I'm drowning, I swear, I'm drowning I'm drowning in emotions, I'm drowning in my tears Drowning in anxiety, I'm drowning in my fears And I don't wanna be here Because I'm drowning, I swear, I'm drowning I'm drowning in emotions, drowning in my tears Drowning in anxiety and drowning in my fears And I don't wanna be here Because I'm drowning [Verse 2] And I just can't explain, the feeling of the pain And I can't really tell if it is driving me insane And if I can't do all that What's the meaning of life and all the strength, that I gotta gain I feel lost - I am lost And if that isn't the truth, why am I not finding all the happiness that life should cost I can't lie, I spent my whole life wishin' I could just die And though I'm alive, I feel like I'm dead Because of the misery that lives in my head