As I grew up i started to learn the ways of men Corrupted in love with sin Lord forgive me for my mistakes I blame the world I'm living in Surrounded by evil I can see through there eyes there fake And smile at me with a devilish grin Lord please when it's my time please open to the gates And let me in It's hell on earth And since my birth I feel I've been cursed And all this hate Around me I wish They Would just let me live Just to be happy for a day My all I would give I see kids Wishing they can go out and play But there to afraid To go outside And sometimes I look to the sky And let out this cry And ask God why Do I have to feel so much pain And misery I swear it's killing me Why ain't Anybody listening Or feeding me Everything I say