This is a track to speak my mind, I haven't wrote how I felt in a long time, call me fake, call me corny, I don't really care, 'cause even when I laugh I'm filled with despair, every day I wake up is just another nightmare, my girlfriend left me, here I thought we were a pair, guess it's true that life ain't really fair, my dad was taken from me at a young age, since then I've had so much pent up rage, want to punch my brother in his face, how dare he treat me like shit when he knows I'm in a dark place? He calls me retarded and slow as if wisdom was the prize for a race, just shut the fuck up and gimme my space. I wish someone gave me the respect I deserve, after all I've been so down to earth, if you ain't got nothing nice to say, keep your mouth shut, unless you wanna get cut, I'll shove your fat ego right up your butt, and slam the steel toe into your balls to really bust a nut. I used to beat the shit outta people who called my mother a whore or a slut, now I agree somewhat. I don't wanna hate my mother 'cause she raised me, but she's a cheating, racist whore who drives me crazy. Why does she say such horrible things about other human beings, as if they ain't hurting enough already, bitch somebody oughta teach you not to smoke when you have a baby in your belly, but whatever, it's your kid, you're the adult, but when my baby sister comes out deaf it'll be all your fucking fault.