( This is my first song. Definitely need some practice Haha ) Alarms blaring, I tuned em' out. Ignore signs, shrug off the doubt. Now I'm lost and on the wrong rout. This is what they warned about. Tried to test out the limits Now I can only sit and grimace Never thought I'd have the sickness But damn yo this shit is vicious At least now I can understand That this stuff go hand in hand Based on supply and demand I can see why this is banned Started out as a little taste Pushed away my family for space Now I'm pleading for their embrace Instead the devil's smiling in my face. Tears of anguish fall and glisten. Part of me is gone; She's missin. Why the hell did I not listen? No fucking point in reminiscing. Wishing time would just turn back. Promise that I'll stay on track. Depression sitting on me like a rack. Screaming please lord cut me some slack.