baby girl I love you so much and I'm sorry I didn't mean to send you that text about how angry i was bcuz it wasn't u it was my fault for all those things i dun to u . worst of all i lied about lying that's the 1st step to solving all of our problems. so its straight for the heart i guess never had to do a battle like this i admit i was surely pissed but i looked in the mirror instead of tryna twist it up in a maze baby and the hurt it so deep now i feel like the worst person ever wen all u did was show me luv it was perfect but i fucked it up and u know i dnt cus on a track but i wish the time i cud take Bak never wud of cud of for life not to give up twice and wudnt of ruined ur life but i know i want my wife show u how much you love me and cared for everythig i did was to serve and protect now its up to u and God to show me wats next . u got my mad respect on everything u did secially for having my kids,now coice is clear have no fear i been waiting almost a year oh dear wat have i dun lord please come rescue i son cuz im dying with out my luv please return her if not allow me to see her up above in heaven wen we pass. together i pray we can make it last. surely fo sur i made it another day with out my babe put me thru my own miss stakes but dnt have to happen but my lord making a way uust have t trust that n my faith weather it b family worth its fate in its destiny come and take over ur ways and u cant help the end of days never comes the same hope u eventually remrmber my name and maybe on day u will be mine forever and always 2hearts equals one Luv baby u kno it