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3 years ago

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Eli Colin

4 years ago

(Sorry 2x) (Listen here, this is just the beginning)  What you mean why would it matter? I just step up to the plate like I'm da next batter  I'm come through da street and everybody starts to scatter.. Everyday we gotta worry bout if the blood on da floor gonna be our brain splatter Like I was saying I'm scared not for jus you but for our friendship too we go over the same thing over and over again it's almost like it's a review  the man above is tryna create barriers knowing that we're just gonna break through..  it's like I'm having deja vu.  Cuz it's like he's gonna make you happier than I once did  My feelings never really came out, they just hid away and never thought of coming back I've been the same way since I was a kid.. there were times where my thoughts jus wanted to collide  but my brain just couldn't abide by the rules  I'm sorry that I'm "yelling" at you, I'm sorry for being the prick that I seem to be known by I'm sorry for everything that I've done to you, the pain gives me such a kick I can't even describe life's tricks, It's not my fault that I seem to be a spick.. even my own life make me sick  Even though I have a girlfriend, I still end up falling for the same trend  Hopefully we can go ahead and make immense..  I'm sorry if the truth seems to have a little bit of a bend just know that I still love and care for you  I'm not giving up on you and I don't want to give up on us but life is starting to take its toll.  I get full of rage, it's almost like I'm a burning piece of coal.  I walk around like I'm on a heated path, what I call the "Death Stroll"  They start to tell me that I look dead and I have no soul  All I can say that they're right because the man above made me feel as if I wasn't completely whole.