I noticed that I wasnt always the man I need a be n I no I'm not always the man that other people see fealin lost being lost ain't always what it come to seem open heart fall apart I pray for my every need I pray to god n ask him to bless me with a vision and I pray to dill , he the only reason I'm forgiven so much hate so much fake I'd rather go to heaven bt for now I'm n hell with a vision of a blessen try n keep from stressin , n moving the wrong way a come up these days could take ya life away stuck n the wrong space , my gun loaded off safe paranoid they call it, I'm just ready for the hate I've been shoot at from the dub a common place gang relates , dope is trade , open market stayed amazed ak s stayed on blaze shots fired ,young slangs 09 we was reckless yall not bout them days I'm bout that play , pull up get sprayed , young blood old ways , shots fired n rage murked off , open case dubcity outrage , foul love no play jollywan in the game i noticed that I wasnt always the man I need a be n I no I'm not always the man that other people see fealin lost being lost ain't always what it come to seem open heart fall apart I pray for my every need I climed out the mud as a thug I was young heart broken, love stolen, I was mentally done lost friends fake amends have u pushing Benz