ok ok at so here is my life story my mum and brother got cancer and i tried to live my life own way he ok now but i didnt want to listen to ppl what they had to say id go out and party allnight to block it out my mind then oneday i got pluerisy and my ex left me in hospital all alone so i turned my life to christ and changed my life i pray every day morning and night i pray for family and friends for things to be alright you dont want to live in darkside u want to live in the light my brother is ok so is my mum to so what im trying to say is god can change things