May 3rd
Brandon66hunt4 Plays
•01 May 2020
Got some shit bottled up that I need to get out so please let me take a moment to vent this out Here we go again as may 3rd starts to creeps in I'm starting to hasloiniate with all these visions of us while I'm sitting here on the fucking bus. You moved on but I'm having some trouble getting there. Now every women that I look at I'm looking for you so I find a excuse to be alone like the way you left me. God damnit I'm going crazy thinking of you and how ill never hold you again or tell you good morning beautiful or hear our daughter in the a.m! You didn't have to cut me out of your life. I wrote you so many times but you didn't fucking reply. You blocked all contact with me and left my life in fucking shambles. Now my kids are wondering where megan and their sister is. You were a big part of their life and they adored you but you hit the door and left us crying on the fucking floor. Did you forget all the stuff I did for you? How I supported you and looked out for you? I had some issues and I wasn't perfect. I had some growing up to do but I wanted to grow old with you! Now my vision is blurry and the future is unclear. I'm drawing blanks on what to fucking say here. I let the cars and jobs get in the way of our future but we had great memories like the boat. It was a disaster and it ended up costing us a house and life together but at least all of us had a good time and stories to remember. All the kids together just floating around hoping the boat doesn't fucking drown. Now I'm the clown for not treating you a bit better. If I could redo it all just to let you know that I could have been all you wanted and all you needed. I begged and fucking pleaded I have a past that tends to haunt me. I gave you my heart weather you knew it or refused to believe it. Now I'm lost without you trying to express my love to you incase you truly never knew. I apologize a million times for the things I did wrong but I wasn't the only one. I needed a little fucking reassurance Your incredibly beautiful and im just a regular dude who had a god damn attitude. I have no flow with this song its just from the heart. I think and I think and I think...i lost it all. I lost my best friend. But no one knows how much you mean to me...i just don't understand why your being so fucking mean to me? I gave you all I can but I had to grow to learn I can offer more. I just wish you would have paid attention to me a little more. It was always about social media and snapchat. Whats the fucking point in that? To send pictures to people that expire in 24 hours? Hmm seems fishy and I question you about it and you say don't worry about it. It's just social media yet you want me to block any female that likes my cars? sorry that was a weak bar You were insecure and I was too but let me make it clear to you. I only fucking wanted YOU. That's it.simple and the facts..Why couldn't you see that? You might have been confused but one thing we had for sure was a bond but now your love is fucking gone. I was in a slump but I had you to help push me. I finally got the strength to push myself. So for that I fucking thank you. But believe me when I say no one will love you like I do. No one will know you like I do..everytime I see a who who I immediately think of you..getting married meant alot to me I didn't want a divorce but I wanted you to be fucking happy. you want to use me then accuse me and have your boyfriend contact me for consent for a cruise? Have you not seen the fucking news? guess we all have different views so have fun enjoy your new wife i hope karma comes around and fucks up yalls life!
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not professional at all..went straight through without stopping..i apologize for the sloppiness
Got some shit bottled up that I need to get out so please let me take a moment to vent this out Here we go again as may 3rd starts to creeps in I'm starting to hasloiniate with all these visions of us while I'm sitting here on the fucking bus. You moved on but I'm having some trouble getting there. Now every women that I look at I'm looking for you so I find a excuse to be alone like the way you left me. God damnit I'm going crazy thinking of you and how ill never hold you again or tell you good morning beautiful or hear our daughter in the a.m! You didn't have to cut me out of your life. I wrote you so many times but you didn't fucking reply. You blocked all contact with me and left my life in fucking shambles. Now my kids are wondering where megan and their sister is. You were a big part of their life and they adored you but you hit the door and left us crying on the fucking floor. Did you forget all the stuff I did for you? How I supported you and looked out for you? I had some issues and I wasn't perfect. I had some growing up to do but I wanted to grow old with you! Now my vision is blurry and the future is unclear. I'm drawing blanks on what to fucking say here. I let the cars and jobs get in the way of our future but we had great memories like the boat. It was a disaster and it ended up costing us a house and life together but at least all of us had a good time and stories to remember. All the kids together just floating around hoping the boat doesn't fucking drown. Now I'm the clown for not treating you a bit better. If I could redo it all just to let you know that I could have been all you wanted and all you needed. I begged and fucking pleaded I have a past that tends to haunt me. I gave you my heart weather you knew it or refused to believe it. Now I'm lost without you trying to express my love to you incase you truly never knew. I apologize a million times for the things I did wrong but I wasn't the only one. I needed a little fucking reassurance Your incredibly beautiful and im just a regular dude who had a god damn attitude. I have no flow with this song its just from the heart. I think and I think and I think...i lost it all. I lost my best friend. But no one knows how much you mean to me...i just don't understand why your being so fucking mean to me? I gave you all I can but I had to grow to learn I can offer more. I just wish you would have paid attention to me a little more. It was always about social media and snapchat. Whats the fucking point in that? To send pictures to people that expire in 24 hours? Hmm seems fishy and I question you about it and you say don't worry about it. It's just social media yet you want me to block any female that likes my cars? sorry that was a weak bar You were insecure and I was too but let me make it clear to you. I only fucking wanted YOU. That's it.simple and the facts..Why couldn't you see that? You might have been confused but one thing we had for sure was a bond but now your love is fucking gone. I was in a slump but I had you to help push me. I finally got the strength to push myself. So for that I fucking thank you. But believe me when I say no one will love you like I do. No one will know you like I do..everytime I see a who who I immediately think of you..getting married meant alot to me I didn't want a divorce but I wanted you to be fucking happy. you want to use me then accuse me and have your boyfriend contact me for consent for a cruise? Have you not seen the fucking news? guess we all have different views so have fun enjoy your new wife i hope karma comes around and fucks up yalls life!
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