Its 2am and im rolling down the road with you on my mind again.. I can't deny that my past put us in a bind. Whoever said love at first sight isn't real they must have been fucking blind. With everything that I do I'm constantly fucking reminded of you. I've kept this bottled up for far to long. I've wrote letters but I shredded them like you shredded my fucking heart..so please let me begin from the mother fucking start. (Sniff Sniff) My head is over crowded with these memories of us. How in the fuck could you leave like that? We had our bad times and this song is full of fucking bad rhymes. But no matter what I did I didn't deserve what you fucking did to me especially on my bday! Oh shit wait I'm getting off beat just like the many times you accused me of beating you? Yes I admit I laid hands on you a time or two but I never did as much as you claimed I never fucked around behind your back. The texts the emails the constant garbage from my exs. They were all trash (get it?) I'm full of regret and guilt to this day. But let's not forget about your past. Ill be with you forever and ever. That was the biggest lie since 5g towers causing a fucking virus! We started off wrong, we grew. I let you into my kids life and we had one of our own. How the fuck could you just walk out on us? How in the fuck could you just leave us? Only 6 months into our marriage and you bail. Hell I almost went to jail over you. I almost ended it all over you. How the fuck can you sleep comfortably knowing what you did to me? Do you not remember all the nights playing cod or monopoly? I'm tired of playing all these games mentally and I have to realize your gone and never coming back to me. Its all over now and im stuck with these thoughts and our four years down the fucking drain but you will never know the god damn pain! (Sniff Sniff) Do you know what it's like losing someone? Someone you want to spend the rest of your fucking life with? You and your mom Karen sit there and laugh and keep Laren away from me! Did it even occur to you that I love you and laren? But you just walk around not caring. Now your with this new man and im fucking banned. You call me psycho but I just want to know where in the fuck did my wife go? You erase me and replace me but you can't erase the memories and the thoughts of our daughter so while you have this new life ill just be sitting here thinking about you fucking harder.....