Walking over the edge. Sometimes I think I'd be better off dead. Demons in my head. What if suicide I pledge. Sometimes it's enough done, it's enough said. Maybe I should self destruct instead. Maybe I should buy a gun. Come on, pull the trigger, my son. Depressed and manic, too low. Maybe I gotta learn let things go. Maybe I just need my meds. Is it it something I did, is that what this is? She left with my kid. Lord I'm sorry for my sins. Broke the woman I wed, it's how I let these demons in. The devil's got me on his list, I really never thought he'd win. The last time we kissed. I remember it. That's where all of my pain begins. Wish I knew how to love or live.