caught for time, i aint paitent, got heads over me, bear discraseful, pass my zoot, lets enable, my mind set free, with this fable, stable economy, lets be fatal, dire needs, cause for great fall, yes indeed, total take home, zoned outta london, peeps ungrateful, lemme tellnyou how i been living, workibg like a dog just to be sinking, going there to work, like a normal, formal prodigy, then I'm more then resourceful, avoid catching a case, its laced with anxiety, i feel the need to, thrive you see, at this moment im bearly surviving, feeling like im caught on this grinding, theres these winding roads of conspiracy, the exits masked so deliberately, viciously, literally, they keep me medicated, so i be sheep, and i weep at the loss of, my potential being, soulless seeking, bearly sleepin, my lifes so effed up i aint peaking. so these damn reasons, i aint reaching, poverty around me, keep me surrounded, every damn day theres a reason to be grounded, its astounding, that no matter how much you be out there pounding, these roads, they keep you scrounging, like a cat you be chasing that crowning. im so sick of being that down chick, yet these minefields ive undertaken, so serious my mediation, i fear its all mistaken, for life is there for the taking, ill rise up inside this playground, you pagans out here making statements, lying and fabricating, aint nothing but pen on pages. lets just face it, the worlds as effed up as every nation, we all claim for, independence, yet intentions, all end up with just vengeance, theres no chance for our assendance, this sickness that is in abundance, truely is our only dungeon, ive been around for what seems ages, living in my urban cage's, systematic disengages, separately invoking placement, gaining stats just aint my namesake, im the oddball in the basement, being here just complicated, year of rat, lets brake the basics