I don't want to look at my reflection because I hate what I've become I don't want to see my reflection I just want to be numb i dont smile for pictures but i been bout my cheese/ i dont love the look in the mirror no more/make me sick to my stomach what ive become/ im juat done wit myself i swore i never give up but this is me admitting im quitting/ i give and i give im done giving/ my head spinning/ my time is money i just keep spending till im broke sinning till im soaked in fire and lies/ bodies covered in flies/ no sunshine coming thru the clouds in the skies/ maybe if I could just stomach one more time one .ore song just one more rhyme maybe rhat be my break that i need maybe i wouldn't hate to see my face reflect of the water maybe if i can go harder I don't want to look at my reflection because I hate what I've become I don't want to see my reflection I just want to be numb my reflection would get some respect but until then i told you im done breaking a sweat and sticking out my neck/ for lack of success/maybe i just aint hit the right ears/ or maybe the deaf or blind to the swag or numb to the fire/ maybe i should mumble then maybe you feel my struggle, but i cant lie to much pride to sound fucking retarded and high/ not to much pride to be high i am high probably the reason my life in flmaes like a plain in the sky headed straight down nose first in the ocean i drown I don't want to look at my reflection because I hate what I've become I don't want to see my reflection I just want to be numb