broken inside, I cannot, find the words to say, should I hit the eject button and find another way to finally show you what I'm going thru, and show you why I'm down, I look for my fuckin strength inside the faces of the crowd, do not tell me that I'm heinous or my words are not enough, that ur into fuckin bondage cuz baby I like it rough, what about the blood I shed while I been battling my demons, wrapped up in fuckin blanket while hearing nothing but screamin, curled up in cold sweat at night becuz I'm always fiendin, cuz I lay in fuckin bed at night and stare up at the ceiling, praying to a god that he heals my broken wings, I must live life with a purpose or it dont mean anything, gotta break these rusty chains, or spent eternity in hell, the searing of my flesh the is only this that I can smell, the sounds of peoples pain are the only thing that I hear, listen to the devil laughing as he whispers in my ear, how do I, get my, life back on track I will die, if i, dont get it back ×2 how do i, get my, life back on track how many times, must I, start from the back ×2