I've been really stressing going through depression having this unnecessary aggression but I now I got a confession rapping wasn't my greatest obsession it's just a great way for me to release my suppression inside of my impression of what makes me who I am it's not a great succession when you really don't give a dam about the choices that you make I should've thought twice when I first got baked so take this as a lesson of what you're representing or trying your best to prevent shit but it always happens even if you've never been rapping I tried my best to take good actions but they usually end with bad interactions with society always giving me more anxiety but there always happens to be more variety in the bad than good If there were a way to stop this pain then I would If there were a way to care in the world then I could but if there were a way to something great with my life then I should take that risk but I've done that so many times where it has gone to shit that it's not even funny but this song was never a joke now was it? but comedy is subjective If you thought this was funny then you need to take a new perspective on life but don't take it from all this shite I'm obviously not the one to give advice so I advise that you should try your best to live your highs even if it ends up fucking you up even if you got nothing left in your cup even if you feel like you should listen to your gut because your life might end like a movie, cut! you know what they say "life is like a box of chocolates" there are multiple things that could end up in your pockets you're just lucky that you didn't kill yourself as a baby sticking forks in electrical sockets cause you get to learn how life really works you go through all the shit and hold back the waterworks trying to help us stay positive by saying that crying is strong but if that were the case then I would finally belong but some people don't even know that I'm different and those type of people are the most ignorant and it's pissing me off so what if I've got a smokers cough? don't worry about it they say "I've never seen any dark shit" yeah I fucking doubt it people shouldn't have to ignore the things that are bad the fact that they try makes me so fucking mad you can go ahead and tell me why you hate your dad he left you when you were 3 and I thought that this song was sad