I'm up and haven't landed I'm hot somebody needed fan me ain't changed clothes in 3 days and she still came out her panties but what's all the talk about I want some clout, I'm want some money fuck ya Grammy so many people love me,,but more can't stand me or they don't understand me have you ever felt uncomfortable around ya own family people calling you crazy so much you start to question ya sanity while  staring at the person reflected in the mirror on the vanity Lord, I Need Your Grace And Your Serenity and For You Too Keep Away The People That Say Their A Friend Of Me that pretend to be and watch my back for my enemies cause All I want in my children everything else don't me Shit to me No Pity so keep ya Symphony I need a confession cause so much lives in me it's created a demon if I go to church you can hear em screaming but I'm comfortable while they watch over me while I'm sleeping is cause of the sins of my father or jus cause I'm Steven and I'm man that can't accept my losses so when the thought isn't crossin  I'm trying to get even silence of the heathen I be so Fucked up I don't feel like speaking smoking cigarettes back to back I don't see how I'm still breathing uncles died a acholic but I'm still drinking shits always on my mind I'm always thinking I find it weird we're always blinking and when something goes wrong always blame me that's the only thing that isn't changing other than when I said fck being famous or when someone in need they don't estistate to rang me but when I lost my car Couldn't make it to an interview nobody would bring me