let me tell you about this dude named troy stuck in this abyss of depression shit gets so real got a nigga stressing anxiety hit he feels mentally weak like he about to lose his mind go off like he on some white he doesn't feel like he has any sanity left because he's been done so wrong and screwed up in the head so many times by his own family like contemplating sucide got a cross on his left then pills on the right like am i gonna live or die he decides to live on chating fuck life it aint gonna get me to end mine i may not feel right now but ill be alright a couple years go by he still aint feeling good but he finally got him a wife no kids wisheing he did have some tho he finally got a great job good pay and so does his wife they were happy so he thought untill june 23 2019 excalty at 10:13 at night his wife Sidney phone buzzes he checks to see who it is some nigga jared txting hey baby i miss when can i see u again boo he so confused on what the heck he looking at that he don't know what to do a minute or two go by he gets up start yelling and hollering saying what is this he pulls a gun out before Sidney could say a word bam he let a shot go off