I didn't know it was gonna be this way i couldn't believe you played me like a game you left me to burn like a flame all this pain running through my brain and it's like I'm always to blame for your mistakes I remember you used to give my heart earthquakes now my heart just aches and all my feelings feeled with hate I can't believe u left me dang I'm sorry I have cold ways its bcuz of all the games yuh im going insane these thoughts got me running fast like octane with out you it's not the same but that's something I can't change god took you in front of my face yuh I'm not ok so I'm just stuck looking for a miracle but instead I got something original it's like my life is all digital I heading down my path bcuz its visible I'm ment to help peoples mental but people see me as the devil I'm stuck In life like In on a hard level ik I have a bad method but I'm not okay jus get the message don't try and feed me medicine my pain can't be healed I'm all alone in this battle field I'm a lonely soldier with out a shield like forntie I'm tryna build it up tryna fulfill my dreams but I've had enough I finna jus give up