I know it's been awhile since you and I were a thing I can't believe I fucked it up wish u still wore my ring but I am getting older and i k ow I gotta move on but every time I'm with some one it always feels wrong and When I leave Earth, I wanna be frozen in place With a rose in a case full of love notes I wrote for the days I got to be next to you I hate feeling this way and I lie and say I'm ok but I can't hide it forever so right now it's day to day And I'ma be open and honest with you, your absence is causing the stress I wish the pain I feel would lay inside a coffin and rest And it's only you who can soften my flesh and lately you ain't been responding to texts And now my only option is to act like I don't need you I bottle up the pain although the bottle's fucking see-through I pray to God and wish that we could wash it up and re-do Guess every love story just ain't got a fucking sequel On my end there was mistakes made, I had too much pride to take blame I couldn't stay sane and started making our sunny days rain And even though my life has moved on, our history's too strong to forget I won't pretend I ain't stained And if you open up my fucking chest and take a look in my heart I swear to God you gon' see yo' engraved name And I just want my family on track, that's the plan we both had Shit is sad because I'm askin' for a chance we don't have I fucking love you And I just had to grab my notepad just to write a song for you saying— I'm sorry