I don't have the ability to do nothin .I felt like something in my life is absent but maybe it wasn't. I felt like I was gonna cry so I went to my mom she said I'm the best kid she ever saw so hold your head up high and standup andtall.Theres nothing to be scared of afraid of and if there is write it down on a piece of papper.Sudenly I collapse and feel like I'm being stabbed with 100 pieces of glass I turn around and see someone walking to me with a mask.OH NO YOUR HULOOSINATING!again?!Then I realize that's my depression talking.why am I alive why can't I die I want to slice and dice my neck open.why am I alive why can't I die I want to slice and dice my neck open depression. I don't want to be alone that's to scary then I realized I'm legendary there's nothing to be afraid of like my mom said at first I thought she was buffin but maybe she wasn't. I can get through 100 knives she'll be there when I need a rise.Now I feel like I'm in paradise maybe if I open up my eyes then I'll realize my mom never lies.why am I alive why can't I die I want to slice and dice my neck open why am I alive why can't I die I want to slice and dice my neck open depression. Now it's time for me to get out of the shadows it's been so long I stayed so strong I feel like everything I ever did was wrong. why am I alive why can't I die I want to slice and dice my neck open why am I alive why can't I die I want to slice and dice my neck open depression.