I hurt and have for so long I've tried to get everything right with you yea but only feel wrong my many attempts now and overplayed song yea just gray just black neither happy nor sad I want to see something else yea but mono-color is all to be had this lack of life so tired of no nights offering no rest yea flagging strength dwindling no power left for this test I only want some sleep or maybe forever would be best yea the pain it doesn't go away yea persmanment residence inside forever to stay,but I can only pretend to handle it yea but I'm not ok because you left me for him yea